Ok All... So I met this guy...and all I can say is "Perfection!", well almost. Handsome, great personality, funny, career, loves kids, considerate, thoughtful, smart, independent... I mean I can go on, but I'll stop there. I never thought that I would find ONE guy who has all of these great qualities. Granted if I could put several guys in to one, then maybe I could come close but I seriously seem to have found ONE man who embodies all of the characteristics I have been looking for. I still find it hard to believe that things could work out so perfectly, this is not to say that I am looking for a flaw, but maybe I'm mentally preparing myself for one. (lol)
If I could be like some kind of master scultptor of people, and make some tweaks or changes about him, I would make him little taller but honestly, his height is really a minute detail when considering how great he is, or seems to be so far.
Here is an oath I have made to myself, I have decided to be smarter in 09'...
I will keep an open mind and open heart without being blind, I will let things happen with he and I naturally, I will not force anything, I will be the sophisticated, moral woman I was raised to be, I will not take him for granted, I will not take advantage, I will show him the respect that he shows me, I will not mess this up for myself, I will not push him away from fear, I will not hold him in such high regard that I forget that he is only human and bound to make human mistakes. I will love myself first and, if it gets that far, Love him after. I won't make the same mistakes I have made in the past. Most importantly... I will not take any crap.
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